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Tough…

Is it ‘ooooo yeahhhh’ or ‘RAHHHHHH’ that I just turned 21 two days back?
I have no freaking idea.
It was the worst ever birthday of my life (for the start) cos I left my dear phone on my dearboy’s car the day before, spent my whole birthday without loving messages from anyone.
Boyfriend told me he wont be celebrating w me as he have tuition.
I was so sad that I had no mood for work.
Moreover, I had to report an hour early, which is at 7:30am because we have a big order that day.
Mommylove and daddylove booked dining place at Marina Mandarin hotel buffet for dinner.
Nevermind about my noon, EVEN MY NIGHT, I’ve got to wait for all of them to reach and I waited for near 2 hours.
Just when I thought how sad my 21st was spent, I’ve got surprise surprise!
Baby boy came down and I was so happy to see him that I started crying!
Feeling rly emo on that day itself:’((
Mommy and daddy made me a grow up process picture book and gave me an iPad 2!
Started crying.
Bro saved money and brought me ‘cheap Monday’ high waist shorts that I couldn’t even fit in. Hahaha!
Dear xiao Jiu and Vanessa jiejie treat me to that buffet dinner.
Felt soooooo loved ❤

Anyhow, I love them all!
Thank you for all the surprises and well wishes. Love you guys to bits!

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Sets me thinking…

Dear diary,
Someone at my work today sets me on thinking mode…
She’s a new trainee, and she’s married at her age of 23! She’s signed up SG airforce after her Os.

Srsly. She look so young and skinny like a momma or daddy’s girl. Never did I even give a thought that she’s in airforce and MARRIED!
Yes, envious. Taking my hat off her. I could even salute her.
My friends are getting engaged or married one by one. I’ve heard of it, quite alot of them.
I wonder, how much courage it takes them to nod their head/ say ‘yes I do.’. How much have they planned for their future.
I can’t do that I’m so sure of myself.
This is like smth I’ll take so much time to think and to give an ans.
I hate to grow up. I don’t wna be 21, but at the same time, I want to (for the freedom)
Mommy gave birth to me at the age of 24. What?
It just scares me to think of it.
For this century, who the hell would be rich enough to afford bringing up kids, own a car, a house?
In the past, things are cheap. Everything is easy. Or maybe, not easy but people come out to work because they can’t afford schl fees to further their studies.
Experience can get them a better job. But now? Some are so materialistic that they need a certain qualification to get a job.
Wna get married earlier also cannot. Money cant fly dwn from the sky.
It’s not that the later generations are spoilt. But because the moving world is spoiling everyone.
Thinking of marriages srsly is scaring me. But its gna be sooner or later in my life.
How am I gna live with the fear?

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Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.
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I think the best gift you can give someone is the reason to wake up in the morning.

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